Bum bum ba da da... 

Schools almost OVER! Martin Luther is my favorite reformist. I have an appointment Tuesday for my final drivers test-yeha! Long days lately and details would just be so much, although I did meet a cool public schooler who catered with me at Pippel Insurance's open house (aww which all in all wasn't bad at all) I am off to a bbq. I'm an "abstract" artist, and it took me......4 years to make this revelation...I have been doing pastels and journaling in this like 10 by 10 journal FUN stuff. LOVe you all!

Dieu est avec toi!

au revoir!

All doors open. To get somewhere you have to turn the knob take a deep breathe and get to the other side. 

¢¾ I really liked Ca, me and my family went last week on vacation and stayed right in LA. I got to hang out with my Uncle, Aunt and Lydia (so much fun! love you guys!) and spent gushes of moments with my grandparents, fun stuff! I love LA but they have horrible water, Alaskans are SPOILED with pure blend glacier water *cough* 

"Sweat, salt, sugar on the asphault" 

 Dr. Jay Wile taught my chem class today, so that was cool. I have figured out that some people were just mentally geared for science from the beginning of their natural lifes, I find those people intrigueing. Ok I have to get back to school and then Im driving into Wasilla.  

 Mountains are blue when the white starts peeling off~ *_*  

Ok so I guess Im a bit confused as to how the premium works....but the only things Im spending money on are Life threatening things such as shoes, clothes, wheels for my board, and gum.

Ok has anyone heard the saying "when it rains it pours" Why do we as humans tend to go to God the most in this time? I have to admit that I dont fit into that category of the human race. Im more on my own beat. Anyways-sidetracked ya, so my whole family gets home from being gone since 6am for exiting exam tests and all that jazz well on the message machine we get three messages- 1. The people that looked at our van to buy dont want it, (big dissapointment! but we can deal right?) 2. Our heater isnt working 3. Aunt Wendy has cancer...  Ok so along with all this other stuff that has nothing to do immediately concerning my family gets mixed in with this. I can't stop to think about it just let my fingers run over the keys and hope no spelling mistakes take over, the only thing that haunts me is the black lines under my eyes and tears that are dry like sand on the surface of the sun.

SO my life was about taken today, I was driving with Beck and Cassie, no no I should rephrase that, Cas was driving me and Beck, she went to make a turn in her taurus and the guy was hogging where she wanted to turn so she panicks and I look up and see this car heading straight for us both of us at full speed. Like she swerved but the proctor giving the test just happened to be RIGHT there watching outside the church-of all places to lay rubber. We were late and dude he could not blame us. No exagerations-straight truth, guess it wasn't my time.

Im not drinking any more diet soda or soda or any caffeine, which means no more fat free sugar free raspberry mochas. cancer causing agent.

Im crashing and 5 am beckons, plus if anyone does any street racing or bad truck revving Im yelling at them from the window (last night from 2-4 am)

Peices of Reeces

Driving over bridges, through fields of wild flowers

I skipped school and went snowboarding yesterdays with Alan and Taylor~ ok so I came home and worked later that night) the plus of being a "home"schooler. No concussion but serious cut on the side of my head, I tell you I must have jumped like three feet....hehe So TALL...but then the board came over my head and hit me.

 ...Tuesdays are so much better than Mondays. I have been reading on the women in Florida who was disconnected from her feeding tube and she still is living. I think that the whole thing is so sad. and now they are argueing over how she should be burried. I have read that her husband is living with another women and has two daughters. grr to him. The parents of Tari Shyvo (sp?) should be allowed full care and burrial plans.

My dead dead will:

Pink and black pokadotted umbrellas for everyone in the mall. Open casket except only my feet show with my five inch hot pink high heels. and a matching dress. Aimee can have my ring, Lynndel my scrapbook, Becky Zeus, Anastasia everything else, my strawberry shortcake original record can go to the museum for diverse music.

My livingsleep will:

if I'm in a subconsious state no gross mashed up food like lima beans or beef and cheddar. If I live longer than 6 months without waking up please slip me enough morphine then let me sleep with CO

that was way to morbid, plug your ears